NaBlo......NO MORE!

Yesterday was November first.  The start of national blog posting month. I've spent the last couple weeks debating about whether or not I was going to participate this year and on Sunday night (I think it was Sunday) I decided not to do it.

You have no idea how much undo stress I've brought upon myself over the years to do 30 posts in 30 days.  It's dumb, but I've truly worried about it every year for the last five and I just decided not to do it.

Oh well.

Are you sad?

If you're interested, you can check out the previous years and even though it's too late to sign up officially, you can still do it with a couple day late start.

November 2010

November 2009

November 2008

November 2007

November 2006

Halloween is over!

Can I just tell you all that, without a whole lot of prodding on my part, my children also think Halloween is dumb. They do.  They would rather pass out candy (I mean stickers - we didn't do candy this year) to random kids than go out in the freezing cold to beg for treats on their own.  I guess when you live in a house where you are not starved for sugar or empty carbs, there really isn't a need to find an outside, neighborhood source to fuel your addictions.

Regardless, I'm pretty sure that the boys had a good day yesterday.  There was a parade at school, a visit to grandma's house, and wandering around the neighborhood as a monkey and a penguin.  And, we suffered the same fate that I'm sure most households with kids under the age of seven suffered last night - the 8:30 pm sugar induced meltdown that could probably defeat Godzilla.

Yeah - it was awesome.

And because I have nothing left to say except that before I went to bed last night I turned the calendar to November, just to move things along....and because it SNOWED this morning while we were watching Charlie Brown's Thanksgiving I'll just share with you a bunch of pictures of my goofy kids.



Waiting for the parade to start


Wandering through a narrow hallway surrounded by strange adults with cameras.


All our pumpkins. Nothing got carved because we didn't have time on Monday and Elliott spent all of Sunday throwing up.


Gratuitous porch picture.


Let the crazy begin!




Wandering the neighborhood



There are more pictures on flickr if you are interested in cross-eyed monkeys, passing out treats, or pumpkins in jars.  Just click on any of the photos in the post to see the rest.

Boys will be boys!

My mom has always told me, jokingly, that if she knew how "easy" raising a boy would have been versus a girl, she would have traded my sister and me in a long time ago. Maybe one boy is a whole different ball game but these days, raising two little boys is hard. It's fun and entertaining, but it's hard. However, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I live a life of burp and fart jokes. I live a life where the words booger and bum are used as often as the word and. I life a life of wrestling and running and dancing and screaming. A life of scrapes and bruised heads - a life of wild animals and too many documentaries about predators (of the sea, the sky, the savannah and ancient times.)

I also live a life of gigantic hugs, the kind that knock you over. I live a life of joy and humor at crazy knock-knock jokes. I live a life where the mundane is exciting. I life a life where, when I ask my two year old what planet he lives on, he tells me planet belly button.

Last night, after dinner it felt like I had a glimpse of what is to come and let me tell you, it was awesome. I was at the kitchen table working on a project. The boys were taking turns dancing in the living room and helping me - requesting songs for their dad, the DJ to play. How many four year olds ask for "bust a move?" Mine does. At some point the dancing stopped and Elliott joined me at the table, building things with my scraps of paper and Wyatt was sitting on the counter playing DJ with his dad. We were laughing and talking about nothing. It was like I had a 17 year old and a 15 year old in my house telling me about school and working on their history homework - not two little squirts waiting to dance to beyonce's "single ladies" sung by the chipmunks because hey, that's funny.

Sometimes I am so anxious to get on with things, to move ahead, to forge on. I'm ready for school and homework, organized sports and science fairs. Then I stop and realize woah - that's too fast. Life is too fast. I like the cuddly wuddly monsters and want them to sit on my lap forever.

Until they fart on me. Then, they can find their own seats.

In a different room.

And bring me a can of air freshener because yes, it is that bad.

On Being Married....

I have book club this week.  The book that was selected for the month by Angela, our resident editor, was a true break from the norm.  Rather than a novel, she picked a book about marriage.  A self-help book maybe, I'm really not sure.  The book is titled, Passionate Marriage (by David Snarch) and as the title implies, the book was a bit of an "exotic" book to read.  Especially for a girl like me, who when it comes right down to it, is a bit of a prude - uncomfortable watching movie kissing (even by cartoons) and doesn't necessarily use the word passionate to describe much of anything.

Anyway, the gist of the book is to talk about something called, "differentiation," or how good you are at being an individual in a relationship with your spouse.  The more differentiated you are, according to Dr. Snarch, the better relationship you'll have in all aspects of your married life, if you get my drift (it is called passionate for a reason).

Are you a partner who does things his/her best interest (stand up for your values, be true to yourself and your beliefs, etc.) to make you a good person in return motivating your partner to be a good person and to both treat each other with love and kindness and respect?  Or, are you "emotionally fused" to each other and so dependent upon the other's acceptance, permission, opinions that you lose yourself in your relationship and end up just being angry at everything (and everyone)?  Or, are you somewhere in the middle, just getting by but not really creating a long lasting friendship and relationship with the person you've chosen to spend the rest of your life with?

It's of course, a lot more complicated than I've laid out in a paragraph - and getting along with your spouse is much more complicated than a book could ever detail.  But the basic ideas of 1) how you were raised directly impacts how you treat your spouse and 2) the strengths and weaknesses you bring into your relationship need to be constantly evaluated and evolve over time and 3) it takes A LOT OF WORK to be happily married and have a fulfilled and lasting relationship are things that any couple could benefit from a little time exploring.

So, I read the book.  It was a bit too graphic for me in the passion department, but the ideas put forward about marriage and responsibility really opened my eyes.  I decided to make Ross read the book and in the last week or so as he's been reading it, we've had some really great discussions about life, love, our marriage, and how we treat each other on a daily basis.  More importantly however, what we can do to make our marriage better.  It's been eye opening and inspiring.

I love my husband.  I love that he listens to me (when he's not watching football) and that he treats me with respect.  I love that he takes the full responsibility of providing for us financially and that he appreciates me and what I do at home with the little monsters.  I love that he's a good dad and that he spends so much time with his boys.  I know that there are times, more frequent than they should be, when we take each other for granted.  But, it make me happy to know that we really do have each others' best interests at heart and that we know that we need to be constantly working on our relationship and continue to become better friends and partners in our lives.  We are after all, in this for eternity, so the more time we spend figuring all this marriage stuff out now can only benefit us down the road.

Happy Birthday

Today is my mom's birthday.  She's spending her birthday at the doctor's with my brother.  He's really sick and getting an iv.  She could have either spent her birthday at work or with my sick brother.  I'd pick the sick kid, too.

Probably because I have too much time on my hands and because I don't want to clean up all the toy food that has been strewn about my family room floor for the sake of playing "restaurant-paleontologist-Phineas and Ferb truck stop on a trailer-spy" I was looking through my photo archives for a good picture of my mom and realized that there isn't a picture of just my mom.  There are only pictures of my mom with other people, particularly her kids and grand kids and most of the time, someone is sitting on her lap.  That got me to thinking about my grandma because in nearly every single picture I have of my grandma someone is sitting on her lap, too (Like I said, too much time on my hands).  So then I started looking at all the pictures I've got on my computer of my mom and my grandma and started to cry - because I'm pretty much a moron that way.  And then, the more I looked, the more I noticed that my mom and her mom hold little squirts in the same way: sitting up, facing forward, fingers clasped around tiny little bellies.

 

I don't have any idea at this point what any of this rambling has to do with my moms birthday.  Nothing really because that's just how my brain functions.

 I guess it means I love my mom and I miss my grandma.

Happy Birthday, Mom!